What a week.
On Sunday, two weeks late, I started spotting. I hadn't taken a pregnancy test, because I was afraid...well. I was afraid that exactly what happened, would happen. I didn't want to get my hopes up, only to have them dashed again. So before I even knew it had arrived, this baby was gone.
I missed it. Missed the opportunity to rejoice over a new life. Missed the chance to rub my tummy, whispering words of love to the child growing inside me. Missed all the joy. All that's left is the sadness.
Resolved for the future: Love Fearlessly.